Flames to dust, lovers to friends


Sunday, December 17, 2006

Whoever told you I was letting go

Hello! Today, I spent time catching up with my Past. Not really mine, but someone else's whom had me in her past. It was quite tearful because I teared and I reminisced and remembered alot of things which had been hidin at the back of my mind.

"But,
Sometimes I do miss Her.
I miss how She cared for Me,
Even those times when,
She was fully aware how tired I was but,
She'd continue asking Me if I love Her,
Just to annoy Me.

I miss Her presence,
I miss the things that We did tgt.
Simple things that We did.
That includes those mornings when,
We ate Our breakfast in silence cause,
Both of Us would be reading the papers.
I miss that.
"

Haha. It all seems kinda long ago, like a few years back or something. Things were complicated then, there was lies and betrayal in all our lives. No one was serious and commited enough, honestly, we both let each other down in some way or another. But well, life has to go on and I hope things are better for all of us now. :)

Past aside, anyway today I didn't even do much studying. I feel like murdering myself. Shufen brought English over and I only completed 2 book reviews. Will be attemping my comprehension tomorrow at Starbucks. So Shufen got emo/depressed whatever and started uh putting herself down non stop. Haha, she's so crazy. I almost broke her leg when I fell on top of her and I'm so light, I can stand on her ass without support yay. My board's updated by her again, her plans for me are ridiculous I tell you. Its like this:

18th - Go out and join a Hotdog eating competition
19th - Wake up @ 0900hrs, go to the playground and shout, "I love Shufen! She's in Clique A!"
20th - Call Shufen when she's out and declare your love for her. Tell her that Jonk is meant for her.

And so on, so forth. Haha. I'm so h-ungry! I'm like a walking pimple plantation, oh man.


Shufen, I love you! We're so happy making love. (HAHA Inside joke)

My favourite, Eme champion.

You say all the wrong things, that make my heart skip 2 beats.


@ 5:26 PM